No one will understand how I feel and what am I thinking.

I am sure a failure! My stress level is building up and soon it will reach the max. How I wish I can split myself. No matter how hard I tired,it just seem like I can balance the both sides. Sometimes I wish I could be selfish by making myself vanish from this world so I can get away from all these. I am worried abt my studies cos I dunnoe how to face them if I can't continue my studies. I knew it is my fault tat I didn't work hard for it. I just pray hard tat everything will be fine.

真是好心没好报。