My chest keep having sharp pain...is my body giving me hint tat it is going to give way soon...

Simply dun understand wat's wrong with me nowadays! Why I kept making ppl to feel unhappy?
Today screw up his wkend...think I am just too selfish...How I wish I wun exist in this world then i wun create any problem to anyone in this world...
Hate myself!!!
SORRY.

Did a great mistake...stupid me...

back from holidays

last fri went to genting with the gals.this is a overdue trip which we planned to go since graduated from sec sch...even though after so many yrs then the trip came true but not everyone can make it due to their busy schedule.
we took a morning bus which left sun plaza at 6.30am...this was the 1st time i took morning bus as last time i normally took nite bus and will reach there early in the morning...the disadvantage of taking nite bus is you have to wait very long to check in as the hotel counter dun operate in early morning...
we reach genting around 1.30pm and we checked in...we stayed at the theme park hotel which the theme park is rite at our doorstep...

1st day: went to take our late lunch at kenny rogers.the price is the same as s'pore but is in RM.then we went to take the cable car and the trip was quite long as we travelled from the mountain top to around 1/2 of the mountain and back again...the weather was not very cold...after tat we have starbucks and we went to search for the ktv and we sing k and the price can be consider cheap.they gave us a room which is too spacious for the 5 of us...went back to our hotel after tat...had our snacks time around quite late and went to slp as the next day have to wake up early to go theme park.

2nd day: suppose to wake up and get ready by 8am as the theme park open at tat timing.however we drag till 9plus then went to take breakfast...when we having our breakfast,it rained...so we decided to go other place 1st before going to theme park.we went to the haunted house and ripley's believe it or not..at 1st mq dun dare to go to the haunted house but we forced her to go...it was quite a good experince as this was the 1st time i went to a haunted house...after tat,we went to have a coffee break at coffee bean...after tat we went to the theme park and take most of the rides...the weather is so cold tat even though we are wearing jackets,we still can feel the cold...it is even colder when the wind is blowing...we played until around 7plus and when to buy movie tickets before having dinner...the dinner was not up to expected as the dishes are so-so only...we hanged around at first world hotel till 9plus then went back to our hotel to rest for a while as the movie start at 11.15pm...we watch shrek and the movie was nice and funny...after the movie we went back to hotel to bath and slp...everyone was tired as we woke up early and the whole day we were playing...slp at around 3am.

3rd day: woke up at around 10plus and ate cup noddles as breakfast and slack in the room till 12noon...then went to check out and make our way to first world hotel and find seats at burger king...get a drink there and some of them went for last min shopping as our coach will only leave at 2pm...the journey took abt 6.5hrs and reach sembawang at 8.30pm...
*(the photos are posted on fb)

apple stuffs

recently got a white iphone 3Gs (32gb)....
still trying to get used to it and downloading many apps to entertain myself...
bao bei will be getting his 32gb ipod touch 3rd gen lastest by 20th may cos have to wait for it to be shipped here...when he got his then we can use them to chat for free using the apps which means we can save money and sms.cos he only got 500 free sms while i got unlimited...haha
this coming fri,i will be going genting with sec sch frens and wun be meeting him...
can only see him the next following wkends:(
my dear,hope tat you wun too miss me...
Love you.

1st Anniversary

On the 5th,in the morning,i went to ntu.went there cos i got a task,is to go support his bro and take video and photos of his tkd competition.Reached there around 11.30am but i was told tat he will start around 1.30pm so while waiting i revise for my test.
A while later,bao bei called.He said tat he is coming down too.So i waited for him to reach then went to buy lunch.We waited till 2pm plus but his bro still not yet start as they always drag the timing.We had to leave cos he had to be back in camp at 3pm.Before we go,we took photos with his bro and we flight cab to his camp then my house.
Reached home around 3plus and we talk on hp awhile.After he hanged up not long,someone knocked on the door.When i open,i saw a man carrying a bouquet of sunflowers.It was from bao bei and it's quite heavy.I was soo happy upon receiving the flowers.He sent to me for our 1st Anniversary.
On the 6th,around 9.30am,bao bei reached my house.We went to zoo cos we long time nv go and this was the 1st time we go together:)Reached there around 11plus then we bought the package which consist of admission,unlimited tramp rides and a boat ride.
The weather is hot but we manage to see all the animals stated on the map and we also took a lot of photos.
After tat we took bus to amk and took train to PS.Before having dinner,we went over to The Cathay to buy movie tickets.We dined at The Manhattan FISH MARKET.
After dinner,we went to Istena Park to rest a while as we still got time before the movie.I gave him the photo album which i made by myself.It was abt our stories in this 1 yr.Then he took out a present which i dun expect.I am really touched tat he spent his resting time to do all the stuffs.
We watch Alice In The Wonderland,it was a great movie.The moive ended at 1am plus so we had to take cab home.
All i wan to tell you is "I Love You,Bao Bei!"

last sat,we celebrate my birthday together.went to meet him at boon lay at 8.15am..then we took train back to his house and went ntuc to buy ingredients.we rest a while and he cook lunch for me.

after tat,we left house around 5pm.we went marina sq,bought movie tickets had our dinner at waraku.the dinner was filling cos the portion is quite huge...

after dinner,we went somewhere near by to cut cake.at first we wan to go to the roof top of marina sq but it's closed...after cutting the cake,we went to catch 'Legion' at 9.30pm...the show is nice...after the movie we went home cos i wan to watch variety show...

i really enjoy the day...thanks